Bismillah,
Hamdulillah,it was a blast.If u stick to Egypt's updates then you will know that I just got a new president.InshaAllah this time would be better.The best ever.I heard that this is the first time the president is a Koran memorizer.Hurm,nice..
So,this is how this post will flow.
I got 2 issues.
1- What with memorizing Koran?
I will just simply answer,if it is just for exam,you better think back.Koran is more than the stuff you load in and blurt out as you get out of the exam hall.It is like amanah.Every kalimah.Look,I cant make this into words..but believe me,you got enough time to think about this.
Firstly,it is better to renew rebrand your niyyah.What is your true intention on this matter? Like a friend said,it is hard to remove such feeling,which is just to pass the exam but hey,it is worth it.Our 'amal will be rewarded according to our niyyah.Maybe this time is just a good starting to make good friend with Koran :)
2-Dakwah and Tarbiyyah.
Here there are some phenomena that I collect from super duperb blogger,APG
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But for all of this,where to go?
There are times that I sit back and reflect.I was always want the latest mags and books.You know like JOM!,Solusi, and etc.I was like in my other world while reading them.I owned myself.I enjoyed video tarbawwiy (credits to APG and PVU '12).At least I know what is my destination as I log into my Youtube.
But what's next?
Going to daurah especially is awesome.Apart of meeting new and old sisters,I always got new information which I appreciate with all my heart.But when it comes to the end,I am filled with mountain of worries.WHAT'S NEXT?
By dakwah and tarbiyyah,I ought to be better,
I think it is jerk to get such 'gift',but the way you appreciate it is to leave it behind.
Got what I meant? It is like you get new knowledge but then you don't use it.
You are the old you.Sleeping all the time.Movieing all the time.Read and practise Quran lessly.Ignorance and arrogance as usual.Hate infaq.Not much knowledge.Can't be rely on.Bad mouth.And so on.
You should be better,isn't it?
Think about this.What's next? :/